| People say I'm such a quiet girl, sensitive, caring, and doesn't like to bother people. I love to analyze anything: people, situation, even weather! Watching the sky at night comforts me. Seeing the sparkling stars, shinning moon, I feel like I have a companion up there. Over all, I'm just an ordinary girl who puts interest on art. Like it's written on one of my poem, I enjoy drawing, I love to dance, I like writing poems, and I spend most of my time singing. I love to be surrounded with people I love, loving them, and also be loved by them. I hate to be in the midl' of crowd or hectic situation. I really don't belong there. I like everything simple but chic. I love surprises, especially the good ones! :) |
6.20.2003
sin Why do i always feel guilty when i couldn't make someone happy? Rasanya berdosaaaa... banget kalo bikin orang yang gue kasihi (teman, ortu, sahabat, even my boyfriend) itu sedih gara2 gue; baik yang gue sengaja atau tidak; baik yang gue katakan atau gue lakukan; dan baik yang maksudnya memang baik atau tidak. Hhh.. dunno. Feel empty aja. Rasanya ada beban berat di pundak kalo belum bikin orang lain seneng. Jadi serba salah juga. Kalaupun mereka ternyata fine-fine aja atau udh happy, rasanya pengeeeen banget bikin mereka lebih happy lagi. Dengan gitu rasanya gue bakal terpuaskan.. :) posted by Wulan Hanson 11:55 AM | 6.19.2003
Menggapai bintang itu bersamamu Menghitung jarak bulan dengan kakimu Merajut benang awan dalam sulaman tali kasihmu Menisik lingkar purnama yang kau selipkan di dahiku Ah Akankan ini selamanya Atau hanya bunga mimpi semata? 18 Juni 03 19:33 posted by Wulan Hanson 10:25 AM | malam penuh bintang Smalam pulang cepet, awalnya biar bisa bobo cepet. Tapiiiiii, hehe... ternyata samwan dateng! Jadinya kita ngobrol sampe tengah malem, sambil maem dan nonton dvd. Hehehe.. jadi ilang ngantukna! :D Thanks for your company thru the nite.. :X posted by Wulan Hanson 10:10 AM | 6.18.2003
a letter to God Dear God, Have u ever feel so lonely? This is what i feel now. Even now i'm surrounded with a bunch of friends, doin' my job, etc, but (still) i feel so much alone. Hhh.. i know should be tough (i know!), but why is this loneliness killing me? Btw, how u doin up there? Are u lonesome too sumtimes? Well, i think i should get used to it from now.. :( posted by Wulan Hanson 3:31 PM | bonjour! Pagi ini dateng kepagian bener, masih ngantuk rasanya. Mana ni blog rada gak beres td pagi, jd buete.. :( Udah kebayang mo ambil cuti 2 hari bulan depan pas weekend supaya bisa liburan ke luar kota. Yipppiiiiieeee!! Just can't hardly wait! Mudah2an aja dikabulkan sama si bos.. :) Kmaren malem bolos latian lagi (bandel bener ya, katanya mo festival!) gara2 ni kaki blum bisa diajak jalan jauh. Turun tangga kantor aja masih tertatih-tatih, apalagi naik tangga PSMUT yang tinggi benerrrr! Ya beginilah klo atlit amatiran disuruh lari keliling lapangan ampe 20 lap! :D posted by Wulan Hanson 10:29 AM | 6.17.2003
Overnite Abis ngerjain artikel Darius, si penyanyi baru yang salah satu hitsnya judulnya 'Colorblind'. Gak abis pikir deh! Masa di lagu itu dia bilang gini: "u make me colorblind.." Ceritanya lagu itu sih dia lagi jatuh cinta mati ma cewek, sampe2 dia berasa jd buta warna karena tu cewek saking terpesonanya.. du-uhh??? Malem ini lembur lagi. Capeknya! Tapi untungnya ditemenin sama seseorang. Makasih ya.. :X wuv u! posted by Wulan Hanson 8:31 PM | Pasangan Jiwa Kadangkala aku bertanya Dimana cinta berada Tersembunyi, tiada kunjung menghampiri Kadangkala aku berkhayal Seseorang diujung sana Juga menanti tiba saatnya.. Begitu ingin berbagi batin Mengarungi hari yang berwarna Dimana dia, pasangan jiwaku Ku mengejar bayangan Kian menghilang.. Begitu jauh waktu ku tempuh Sendiri mengayuh biduk kecil Hampa berlayar, akankan berlabuh Hanya diam menjawab kerisauan.. posted by Wulan Hanson 10:22 AM | 6.16.2003
as long as i'm with you Spending a day with someone you love is never enough. After a whole day spent last thursday, we met again yesterday. He picked me up, and we spent our half day together. But (again), i think it's not enough! And since last nite we miss each other again already.. :( Hhh.. this distance rally maim our life.. posted by Wulan Hanson 3:37 PM | ARG! Gosh! My legs are so goddamn hurt!!! Hari minggu kmaren, gue dan anak2 PSMUT lat fisik lagi spt biasa. Tapi nyebelinnya, krn yg dateng cuma sedikit (sktr 15 org dari 37!), hukuman kita dihitung sesuai jumlah yg gak dateng! :( Lagi sekitar 15-20 lap (gak inget saking capeknya!!), pull up, sit up, hhh.. bener2 bikin gempor! Dan itu smua dilakukan sambil kita nyanyi. sabar ya Lan..this is only the beginning.. still 3 more months to go.. :( posted by Wulan Hanson 2:46 PM | |