| People say I'm such a quiet girl, sensitive, caring, and doesn't like to bother people. I love to analyze anything: people, situation, even weather! Watching the sky at night comforts me. Seeing the sparkling stars, shinning moon, I feel like I have a companion up there. Over all, I'm just an ordinary girl who puts interest on art. Like it's written on one of my poem, I enjoy drawing, I love to dance, I like writing poems, and I spend most of my time singing. I love to be surrounded with people I love, loving them, and also be loved by them. I hate to be in the midl' of crowd or hectic situation. I really don't belong there. I like everything simple but chic. I love surprises, especially the good ones! :) |
7.02.2004
newie roomie
Senangnya! Bentar lagi gue punya kamar baru, yippieeee!!! Berhubung ni kamar gue kasihin sepupu gue yg bentar lagi mo merit, gue dapet kamar baru yg dulu dipake nyokap buat praktek. Kamarnya lebih gede dan gue juga dibeliin satu set furniture baru yang oke benerrrr... :D senengnya lagi, hari Minggu besok, furniture itu diantar! Horeee... Skr lagi binun nih, mau di cat warna apa ya kamarnyaaaa???? posted by Wulan Hanson 7:55 AM | 6.30.2004
...and the reason is you.
Berulang kali lagunya Hoobastank ini gue puter di iTunes sambil nemenin gue bikin PR. Gue emang suka banget sama lagu ini. Tapi tadi gue dengerin dalem2 liriknya, lagu ini jadi gue banget. Inget kejadian yang bikin kita berdua sedih waktu itu, yang bikin mata gue terbuka dan menyadari kesalahan gue. Gue yang egois, yang selalu mentingin perasaan gue sendiri, yang gak pernah puas, yang selalu nuntut macem2 dari hunih. Gue gak tau kenapa kemarin itu gue ngelakuin itu semua. Setelah gue telusuri dan gue pikirkan dalam-dalam, ternyata semua itu wujud dari sikap paranoid gue atas kehilangan orang yang gue sayangi. Gue gak sadar kalo sikap itu bakal membuat orang yang gue sayang jadi tersiksa.. :( maaf ya sayang.. Kalo inget kejadian ini gue jadi nyesel banget. Kenapa gue mudah sekali terpengaruh sama masa lalu gue yang justru bener2 pengen gue lupain. Ingatan tentang itu memang menyiksa gue, membuat gue paranoid. Di setiap gue berdoa, gue juga minta sama Tuhan untuk membuat gue jadi pribadi yang kuat seperti dulu, selalu positive thinking dan dan kalo boleh gue memilih, gue gak mau ngalamin hal itu dalam hidup gue. Tapi mau gimana lagi, semua itu bagian dari hidup yang harus gue jalanin. Dan harusnya ini membuat gue berubah menjadi lebih dewasa dan belajar dari kesalahan. I’m not perfect person There’s many things I wished I didn’t do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go, that I just want you to know. I’ve found a reason for me To change who I use to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you. I’m sorry that I hurt you It’s something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears That’s why I need you to hear I’ve found a reason for me To change who I use to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you. And reason is you. I'm really sorry that i hurt him. He had become the best man he can be for me, and i screwed it all. I've promised i'll change. I'm learning to become a better person. Not only for him, but also for me. posted by Wulan Hanson 5:50 PM | 6.29.2004
*speechless*
kangen? mungkin. rinduku berlimpah ruah? tidak juga. hhh.. mungkin hanya sepi membunuhku. 23:51 29 Juni 04 posted by Wulan Hanson 11:36 PM | |