| People say I'm such a quiet girl, sensitive, caring, and doesn't like to bother people. I love to analyze anything: people, situation, even weather! Watching the sky at night comforts me. Seeing the sparkling stars, shinning moon, I feel like I have a companion up there. Over all, I'm just an ordinary girl who puts interest on art. Like it's written on one of my poem, I enjoy drawing, I love to dance, I like writing poems, and I spend most of my time singing. I love to be surrounded with people I love, loving them, and also be loved by them. I hate to be in the midl' of crowd or hectic situation. I really don't belong there. I like everything simple but chic. I love surprises, especially the good ones! :) |
8.31.2004
rinduku
Tidakkah kau dengar degup jantungku Yang mengalir lewat pembuluh darahku? Tidakkah kau rasa hembusan nafasku Yang merambat lewat udara dan tiba di telingamu? Tidakkah kau raba bekunya pelukku tanpamu? Karena aku merindumu Di setiap hela jarum waktu -buat sayangku- posted by Wulan Hanson 8:00 PM | 8.29.2004
the sadest thing
Why am i always end up alone? One by one, my best friends are all getting married. All of them. What happened? Am i that young (cause i am copl’ years younger than them) so i’m so far away from there? On one side, seeing them getting married makes me feel happy. But on the other side, i feel sad losing them. Really. They won’t have more time to hang out together again with me and friends. Hhh... Next week, one of my high school gang member, Riana, will be engaged. Wow...how time really flies. It seems yesterday we laugh together outloud, doing crazy things together, having so much fun, and now...they’re grown up. In fact, one of the gang member too, Helda, is now already has a baby boy! Gosh... It’s me and Kadek left. I thing Kadek is getting married too this time soon, since she and her boyfriend are already talk about that with their families. In my family, i’m the one who still single. My bros are married and have cute children of their own. Next year is Rini’s turn. She’s my cousin. Sometimes i feel so envy. And i hate everytime my relatives asking me about marriage thing! Talking about age, i’m still 24. Well actually, i haven’t reach my friend, bro and cousin’s age when they get married. But still i’m left alone. I don’t wanna be alone. I hate being alone. Well, i have my boyfriend, i love him so much. Maybe i’m just afraid of losing the one i love. I hate losing it and i don’t wanna lose it again. But we haven’t talked about married yet. I don’t know. Maybe i’m afraid about myself, about the commitment, or maybe i’m just afraid he would be freak out, (well...you know guys..). I just don’t wanna push him too hard. Everything needs a process, right? But again, i hate to feel like this. Alone. Actually i have friends who still single too, i love hangin’ out with them. It seems my problems flushed away. But still one by one, people around us become couples. Next month, two of my friends are also getting married. Why do people married these days?? I really wanna get married, i really do. I just don’t know when. posted by Wulan Hanson 4:31 PM | |